I dont dare to look or read back those messages. I hope that he can understand how I felt by all of his words. :'/ idk why, but after what he had done to me and after he apologire abt everything, it make me feel that I should forgive him and help him. Its hard for me to ignore every messages he took to apologise. I care about him. We were just so close in loosing each other forever and that point of time, I thought I really gotta move on and forget about him. For a girl, I can say that its damn heartbreak if someone says that. like seriously. haish ... I know he got a girls heart. Bt maybe his moodyness affect him? Idk. :'/ bt just dont let yr ego get in your way pls.