who do I have nw? I only gt my friends. I really hate my life ... my mum keep saying harsh things to me, scolding me fr no reason, talk to me harshly and really treat me differently than the rest ... I held back my tears just so I wont break my fast. And azan was heard, there you my tears keep falling none stop ... went to dining rm to eat and tears are dropping so I excuse myself to the toilet to wipe all those tears away ... I really cant stand it ... I dont feel part of the family anymore. I dunno why my mum treated me like this. saying the word mampus to me, scold me just bcos my cup is nt cleaned properly, I was in the kitchen making water for them while they had started eating already without waiting fr me , she did too ask me to refill the water again just bcos its too sweet. until nw, I cant stop crying thinking abt it ... I got my blog to express my feelings to. Who can rely on now? Nobody. :') I feel like dying right this moment.
