hello. got on a fight with kamarul again. and its all about the same topic again. yes, im really sick and tired of fighting with him abt the same thing again and again. just days after we patch back more then 3 fights we had. yup, i count. :) so see how long we can be happy with each other. and now is either the third or fourth one. it has not even reach 1 month and we're like this. still remember newborn couple? we're not anymore. we're just the old couple. i thought you would learnt your mistakes after that. wheres your words? we keep repeating the same mistakes towards each other. and now im feeling the same thing as before. dont expect me to say i love you to you everytime. because you said even if i didnt say it, you know i love you. so, when im with my friends or with whoever, i still love you righttt? you should really understand how my relationship is with them. i miss how you hang out with them every morning. you and adam used to talked with each other. but now? every morning i keep expecting you to talk with him. but i expect everything to go at once but atleast a talk or something. but nevermind, tht i dont mind until you strt to fight abt me and him. we're just bestfriends. please understand tht. so what if me and him act as fake boyfriend and girlfriend, we're just having fun. we're are just joking around. im so lazy to type everything on what had happen. because i keep repeating what i feel. but just to let you know, syafiq, adam, sufi, juhairi, alif are just my GUY BESTFRIEND. I've once treated you like one right? so you should know how it feels like. I treat all of them equally. but not as equal as you and you should know what i mean by tht. but now, im gonna try my best to stay away from them for US. not just for you, for us. if i can accept whoever your girlfriends are, then you should accept whoever my guy friends are. you cant choose who i can be friends with. i never said tht you cant be friends with rina, shakeela, irah or whoever right? i never even said tht im angry at you being friends with them. but the feeling of jealousy i had between you and them fb or whtsoever i didnt let it out. because i THINK before letting everything out tht is nt true to you and we can end up a fight. i admit im jealous the way you and shekeela acted on facebook previously, but i did say a word on tht? did i even said you change because of tht. you change only in terms of vigilant only. you scold something which im nt just because of your ego. please, i only need you to understand how me and my friends are. THATS ALL.
