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the guy i really used to love had change. i dunno whts happening. haish. he is really pushing me to the edge making some decisions. don't make me do it pls. you used to be very somehow vigilant. like knowing what to do something quickly to make me happy rather than sad. but today you really dont even do it. a simple text or what? seconds talk or what? NOTHING FROM YOU TODAY. i really thought of spending time with you today. but then you really ruin my day. i hold my tears back on my home that today was a disaster. dahliah and balqis make me feel left out like one kind and make me feel like one dog and i thought i can go to you forgetting about them. but then, the feeling after hearing tht rahayu told me tht you went home make me feel so heartvroken. i held back my tears on you because i thought you got some issues at home. i hold my tears back trying not to cry because i wont cry without you telling my any reason tht you went home. but now, you already gave me a reason to cry. you can even come out from yr house and calling or wht. you just went to your friend's house. you can just put a 10cent coin and just call me right? i was really expecting you to call me or just a simple msg abt where are you and hoping tht you will ask me to meet you outside. but i got NOTHING from you. im sure theres a public phone somewhere arnd your neighbourhood. whats wrong with you. its really sad for me to see that you change. just in class i think back about us spending time together. and if you didnt notice, we are lacking in time of spending time with each other. atleast i have an effort to text you to meet me at linkway after i fninsh lesson but why cant you? im scared tht wht i said to you ealier just now morning might hurt you so there i texted you. but even before tht, you hurt me but tht i understand why. dont you care about my feeling anymore? dont you feel sad after i sent you text message at 2 plus saying im gg home. I KEPT WAITING FOR YOU TO CALL. really, you really change. idk why. is there you are hiding from me. somehow you are making me feel tht we're are going to be like zul and dahliah. dont make me feel what i feel about you the last time. if you really want me, go ahead and dont change fr the better. change until i cant take it anymore and my love for you is no more there. i can just leave you just liddat. seriously, you are really pushing to me the edge right now.

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