all i want to say is i really hate my family background. haish. me and my brother have nt been talking all day. all started in the morning in when i woke up first and i was ironing my clothes. after tht, when i was about to bathe, my brother when in. tskkkkk. my phone was inside the toilet and i knocked on the toilet door hardly and asked for my phone in a harsh way. first come , first serve la kan. i did tht before to him and he dosen't like it. and so i gave way. and now? mandi also lambat. haish. and just now, when down with my siblings to help mum carry groceries. and again, so tht man. :/ i tried to ignore him. and when he came out from the car first, he was laughing. obviously they were joking around. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH. how much i hate it. then went up stairs and go inside my house door. i went in first and the door has got no stoppers to stop it from closing, so i just open for me and my sister and then i didnt hold for my brother. more like revenge? hmmmm. we were so close back then. SO CLOSE. but now? :/ well, everthing change. me and mum are really not in good terms. we didnt talk so much. big brother has been coming home late. well, atleast i got my sister. haish. i don't even think this is call as a family. :'/
im only happy when im with my friends, my classmate. they never screw up my day. especially to S28. <3 i will never be happy again when im sad without them, i swear. though they are loud, crazy, lame, naughty, SUPER talkative, love teasing and stuffs, i will always enjoy my time being with them. Especially Syafiq. (: he's the lamest but loud and super fun to be with. And also Alif, he's there with me in class joking around talking stuffs and hit each other by saying, " eh, kau ade hal pe dgn aku? " haaaai, such great friends i have. Adam too. :D i love them all. Plus, regreeplelue. :) and last, i have my one and only who is always by my side everytime, kamarul arriffin bin wahid. i love you sayang. <3 i really do.
but sometimes, i wish i can be happy with everyone around me. especially my family. :/
