all i wanna express my feeling on is about kamarul. yea, i do miss him. i feel so alone without him looking at syahindah and alif liddat. i realise i do need him when i'm around them. macam forever alone girl eh? yeah i know. but nvm. but everytime i look at him, i feel so mad at looking him because i think back about the fight tht we had. we have not been talking and texting for days and i dunno wht he is up to behind me. we didnt talk fo days, might as well we just be friends? even dahliah has the same point of view. :/ whts the point of not talking to each other for days when we're not even solving it haish. i kept all this question to myself because i got no one to tell to. have he been smoking? has he been texting someone? whts his feelings for me now? he look so happy outside, does tht mean he dosent care about me? this are just the big qns i wanna ask. idk how he feels now. only gods know. well, i dunno. but somehow i cannot forgive him because i still feel the hurt. haish. both of us isnt going to make a move.
